Lead in paragraph that is long enough to make the drop cap work. I don’t care what anyone says, I like drop caps.
the difficult is, you see, days and months can go by when nothing changes. I could post endless variations of “I woke up, ate breakfast, then sat around the house doing nothing until it was time for bed again” but I don’t think that’s what my audience wants.
So I am forcing myself to write about something. This week has not been great. The symptom du jour is anhedonia which has meant I haven’t really wanted to talk to anyone about anything, ever. So of course this was the week I had three people reach out wanting to chat. Which I would love to do, if my brain could figure out how to break out of this funk.
I was going to write in a bit more detail about how the funk is hitting me this time but instead, I’m going to bed.
I’m reaching out much more in the interest of letting you know that I love you and am here for you than I am in the interest of chatting.
That said, I would love to chat. But that’s not what any of this has been about. I’m simultaneously worried about someone I love to pieces and grateful to be back in touch with someone I miss a lot.
I wish I could provide presentations for you in mental-download form as to how you are seen by not-you people.
I’ve got more to say tomorrow. Or maybe even Sunday. Look – might even be Monday. I don’t want to over- promise here.
It’s been a long week.
It included a lot of California DMV. Which is a unique level of bureaucracy that I wouldn’t have believed existed outside of satire until I experienced it for myself.
Anyways. Love you, and will be in touch soon.
Both here and in nonsense texts.