I started out intending this to be about all the outlandish assumptions my brain tries to function under. Instead, its going to be about how difficult it is for me to accept help, or even praise.
First, it has come to my attention there were a few people unaware of the existence of this blog until now. For anyone in that class, I apologize. It was not a deliberate oversight, when I started this thing I thought I had mentioned it to anyone who might be interested. I was apparently wrong. Not in that the people who I missed weren’t going to be interested, I just missed some people somehow. Anyway, welcome to whatever this is.
Back to the actual topic of this post.
It is very difficult for me to accept help, or praise.
Thank you for your attention.
Edited to add: It has been longer since I looked at this blog than it has been for many of the people reading this so, out of morbid curiosity, I went back to start reading some of the older posts. I can’t do it. I started reading them and was okay until I started hitting posts about covid. Looking those over was not a good idea. Lesson learned
Edited further to add: The thing is, I’m kind of interested to go through those posts because I really don’t remember much detail at all between about March of 2020 and sometime in 2023.