Updates

Updates are called for;

• House:
  • The basement floor project is still in a holding pattern. Last word was that everything should be in place to have it done by the end of the month
  • The new plumbing leak is also in a holding pattern. There is slightly better news than I expected here. Not good news, but not as bad as it could be. The leak was from the seal on the toilet in the bathroom upstairs. It was fast and (relatively) inexpensive to fix. We are waiting on hearing back from the people who are going to come and fix the floor and/or ceiling to find out exactly what is required there.
• Work:
  • I’m going back to work on the unit starting next week. With the most recent covid surge settling down, Employee Health isn’t as busy as they have been and don’t need as much help. There are certainly other things I could do for light duty but the fact is I’m probably recovered enough to just go back to work. I’m never going to feel ready and the only way to find out if I can do it is to do it.
• Health
  • Health is also in a holding pattern. No news has been good news.
  • Mental health is honestly as good as it can be under the circumstances. The previous post announcing the bathroom leak is typical of how I’ve been reacting to new difficulties recently. I’ve been feeling very brittle; when something hits I kind of break into a thousand little pieces and can’t see anything but crisis and my brain does everything it can to persuade me that things are as bad as they can possibly be and they will never be fixed. This is a known issue. I haven’t had much luck moderating my initial, disproportionately negative, response but I have been getting better at pulling myself together again.

The fact is, in spite of everything I, right now, today, I feel pretty good both physically and mentally. There is still a lot on my plate and I’ve been ready for all this shit to be done for about 6 months or so, but the struggle can continue.